Exciting Trip to Penang (1st trip)

Hehe.. Coming friday 31/12/2010 we are going to penang... Our booked hotel is located at Grand Continental Penang... We will sure have a great day along the way to penang for 6 hours... We must stop and visit any place before reach penang...

all places we go aso must take picture... bb take vivaz... I take camera... we take as many as photo along the way... hehe tat's memorable day tas y we must take many photo and aso video if possible... hehe...

Thank you bb buying so xpensive purse for me... hehe but since it is new cannot fit so many card haha... no choice wait until old a bit only put more card in.... hehe

Bb dun 4get I aso got buy present to bb de... notebook, card holder and pen... very xpensive aso lor... hehe...

Later we only post more picture of our penang trip... hehe... search where got nice plc to go

Merry X'mas

25 Dec 2010

This is the 2nd Christmas we are together...

Last year we don't have a memorable Christmas..

And I promise to baby must have in this year..

But I think I didn't make a good Christmas day for baby..

We just stay at home..

And I didn't buy a present for baby..

Baby, I will buy a present for you after this but baby canot angry me..

but I want to buy a present that baby like so baby must go together..

and I'll think a place that we can spent our New Year eve together..

Think back to last night (Christmas eve)

we still have a memorable Christmas since we forget we don't have a opener when we

so excited to have a great wine.. haha..

but finally we open it..

I know i'm clever.. haha.. baby no need praise me la..

But baby drunk so easily.. make me canot drink too much..

Today we go to Saisaki for our lunch buffet..

There is not as nice as we expected but I think it is ok since we are together..

but I eat until lao sai...

For me, every day we spent together also a happy day..

because you are my baby..

I love you baby and Merry Christmas !!!!!

I want to spent Christmas every year with baby until I die.. Muax muax !!

Bubba Gump

Bb say purposely wait to post and mention is 400 days but if I didn't ask to post then sure bb 4get to say de... blek:(

Sure dunno when only bb will realize this post if I didn't ask to read... Let c... today is 8th of Dec 2010

Bb say got many animals there mean 'pork' there?? haha... ya lor cos that place free of pork ma... hmm y still got pork wan...haha

Tomolo is my xm... very pressure hope after this day then can happily enjoy the coupon I brought haha... for food I brough 3 vouchers. Can slowly enjoy haha

bb work King's there so cham... I only sit for xm so not so cham than bb... so I want to study hard and later bb can resign there and v can start our own business... good idea?? hehe

I will go work with fixed salary at the begining so our risk can be eliminated... Then bb and bb's mum can take k my and bb's biz... bb's mum also no need so san fu always wan to c ppl 'face colour'. Then my parent also can live with joy... So I realize how important if I got my ACCA... So even I dun like and feel very san fu, but I understand how many ppl is waiting for me to success... I can't let them disappointed... I already make this decision even this time I can't pass I will still proceed with more hard work... I want try to finish my ACCA in 1 1/2 years time...

What I planned previously is not good (3yrs) because your mum and my parent is getting old and they cannot tahan this life anymore... I need to stand up and be strong I want to be like d last time of me... hardworking type of me...

So bb dun worry... I will study de... hehe...

Bubba Gump

Got people angry me already coz i didn't post blog for a long time...

Haha.. Sorry lor baby..I post now..

12/11/10

Today we go to The C

urve to have our dinner with the coupon baby buy at don't know what what deal. Not important, just forget about it.

We go to Bubba Gump which the restaurant we never heard before. But it is a very great restaurant except 1 bad... It is..... too many animals there.

Ok, before I show our tasty meal, let's see the decoration of the restaurant.

Very creative right. Now let's see our delicious meal.

These is a 3 pounds shrimp with 2 flavor, 1 is with salt and 1 is spicy I think. But it is very very very delicious. Maybe I like shrimp. Haha.

You see the shrimp, how tasty it is. But me and my baby 1 people get 1 tong. Hahaha, how crazy we are. Just because we don't know the voucher offer for which size. But never mind we still eat until very happy.

This is the mango flavor drinks. quite tasty.

This dessert is very tasty actually but we really very full after the half tong of shrimp. We only can finish half tong of the 3 pounds shrimp. But we got da bao we didn't waste. Hehe.

See my baby,

Very cute. My lovely baby, love you, muax.

This is me, an ugly bb. Blek.

Today is our 400 days, baby don't know right? Haha

Can't say me no heart ah. I purposely wait until today only post the blog. Blek.

Love you forever.. baby muax muax..

Maintanence

Nearly one year we are not posting any thing on this blog. I WANT TO POST!! AND I WANT YOU TO POST TOO..

Our anniversary also didn't post... sad:(

I want to say right yeah yeah we gonna get iphone

I know la we call and sms also not need to pay but we must know how to care about last time memory and aso future memory

I want to create as much as thing for me to read when I am old and if anyone leave 1st sure another will very lonely and miss the memory so much. There is the time we can read this memory or mean we mus keep as much as memory we can so when we are old we can put these beside us to accompany us..

This is how important this blog and our memory are. I used to lost baby a moment and luckily last time I kept so much of his photo and this makes me to bring these memory besides me...


My exam coming... I am so scare... huh:'(

I dun wan take ACCA liao... so san fu

new phone vivaz...

bb buy new phone for me hehe..so good bb phone spoilt edi aso nvr buy....buy for me 1st... I so han fuk..so miss bb these days cannot stay wit bb feel so moody...hais... C wen bb only got time to read tis n write blog lar... Miss bb so much... Hope my xm fast fast past la ten i can no need so stress edi.... Love bb...muakz

our 7 months anniversary 28.5.2010

oh...bb never post blog... bb forget every event relate to us bb also must post blog de...now I faster than bb already...so baby can punish bb...hmm I want 10 mins...bb sure say cos sick to excuse de... I dun care I want 10mins who ask bb everytime our anniversary not sick or no time to celebrate with me.. yesterday is public holiday wesak day aso bb got excuse cannot accompany me...make me watch movie myself then somemore need to take k bb... blek so bb must compensate me... give me 10mins.. I dun care... bb remember to calculate our 300 days together and plan properly...if not tis time I want 20mins edi....16 june 2010 is our 200 days in your previous post, are you sure? haahahaha...I can claim more time to penalise you edi...hohhohohoho...go edit

Anyway, we must work hard tis year and build up our career tis year settle down everything by this year...if can open shop tis year aso..hehe all hope is on you loh...so u must learn your webdesign with your full heart... dun so po po ma ma lor...

hope we can get marry fast fast aso...hehe I love you bb...muakz muakz...

16 May 2010

16 May 2010
is our 2oo days anniversary.
time past very fast..
juz like begin but it is edi 200 days..
Today we have to take my mom to KLIA airport..
she is going to CHINA. GUI LIN..
her 1st time go trip without us..
this is the result what her did in the past..
I promise I will bring her to go other place in the future..

At night..
is time for us to celebrate our 200 days anniversary..
ya.. I means my baby.
she is very sad in the past few days..
she said that there are no anniversary for us coz every meaning day also make her feel sad..
I hope this day wont make you sad..
we go to DAORAE to have our dinner..
the korean restaurant..














at 1st we dunno how to order the food..
becoz last time when i come here..
is my fren that who have their dinner..
so i have totally no idea on ordering the food..
luckily the waiter are give us his hand on it..
we have order a PORK BBQ and also CHICKEN..
after that is those many little food..

dunno what that call..

This is the chicken that we order.. damn nice!!



































The soap-- My baby favourate..
The food is not bad la..
at least we both like to eat..
haha..
we both what oso eat..
I think next time we bankrupt..
maybe it is becoz of eat..
we like to eat..
or maybe we are fatty in the future..
wakakakakahahahaha....

This is my lovely baby..
pretty baby..
my lou po..
haha



























My baby like to eat..

we have told each other..
we wan to try all type of food in the world..

so far we have taste Japan, korean, thai, malay, indian, china, italian
we wan to try on French, spain, us, uk, australia, canada, & all the type of food..
so we must earn lot of money to make sure we wont bankrupt juz becoz of eat...
hahahahahe.
I love you baby..
we have much much 200 days to live together..
lets add oil..
Muacksss....~~

28 Apr 2010

28th April 2010
together with my baby edi half year...
some day maybe we got argue..
but at last my baby oso will 4give me..
and i still very love my baby..
baby edi live at my house this few weeks..
xi guan edi..
some times when her back home i oso wil feel so qi guai..
hehe..
the 1st day we together..
the place we is pasar malam..
half year ago..
the place we go oso pasar malam..
haha..
the next anniversary which fall at wednesday is July..
we go pasar malam oso at that day ok??
wakaka..
got lot of photo to upload..
but need to edit 1st..
upload soon..

love baby..
HAPPY HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!
muaXSSSSSS!!

Congarulation to my bb

Hehe...of cos lo...I m ur bb ma sure can give u luck de... hope bb can have tis luck until v r rich then v hav to giv some chance to ppl to have tis luck...hehe

hmm... bb dun simply use tis rm1000 la...if not then bb sure can't have chance to use on urself de... rmb v need to save...

Sorry bb always so easy angry and moody... bb next time can zao me or not...jus say sorry when I quarrel wit bb... even I am wrong... cos i dun like bb scold me and think i m wrong even i m d one not right... i dun like to quarrel wit bb... I feel very hurt everytime hav to quarrel wit bb... after quarrel wit bb i always think is it if i m not d one lucky gal to be ur gf ten would u be happier and lesser quarrel... pls dun quarrel wit me if i m moody and telling bb my feeling... pls...

hmm... lets me think how i wanna use the money for being penalize for bb quarrel wit me...blek c next time bb wanna say sorry or wanna quarrel wit me..

LUCKY Star !!

16 Apr 2010

Today is my lucky day..
or mayb this year is my lucky year..
beside this..
the most lucky thg is i have a baby..
a pretty baby..
a love me's baby

Today is Machines annual dinner..
for me..
it canot say is a annual dinner..
bcoz it is not enough food for us..
make us must go to NZ to have our supper..
but never mind..
i have a good mood..

Beginning:
we reach there zhun zhun 7pm..
my baby is 1st time go club..
she show us a nervous face..
haha..
but i know she not so like this kind of place..
although we are come in on time..
but we still must wait the dinner start until 8pm..
very hungry + not enough food..
wat an annual dinner..
the starting part not so interesting..
in the middle of the part..
the lucky draw begin..
1st one is for part-timer or for those haven confirm's staff..
so i no feel at that..
my baby take a i-pod "socks" & RM20 Jusco voucher..
she is also lucky..
becoz there is oni 20 ppl can take it..
after that the prize coming to 1++ voucher or cash..
starting im not so gan cheong de.
but when there is HQ staff 1 by 1 calling up to stage..
im starting to gan cheong..
there is 46 ppl waiting to take this cheap prize..
im scared im the 1 of it..
46 out of 133.
you know wat is the percentage..
1/3 eh..
waw..
when the MC read until the 23 ppl..
i tell my baby..
" so gan cheong eh, still got 23 ppl.."
dunno im inside anot..
almost all the HQ staff die on this batch..
all the "dai lap yeh" also take the small prize..
until Geraldin read until the last 1..
im really scare that was me..
but of coz not..
after that she say the other which haven take the prize got the chance to take grand prize..
until here..
there are oni 4 HQ staff left who haven take prize..
which are Calvin Loo, Fizi, Zaim & me..
then is the time for those higher value prize..
inside got 2 camera, DVD, speaker, I-pod NANO.. etc...
hahahahahaha...
Im not the one who take thoso prize..
that really gan cheong..
til i need to drink some whisky to make me cool down..
after that..
Geraldine read out the rest who have a great chance to take the grand prize..
for HQ staff..
left me oni who haven take prize..
all HQ staff also put their wish on me..
if im not mistaken..
the grand prize got '40" plasma, 30" plasma, Taiwan trip, RM 3800, RM 1000'
i heard ppl say got RM 88 also..
my god..
if i take that..
really dunno what can say..
that is worse than all HQ staff who take the RM1++ voucher or cash
the 2 TV is taken by the outlet staff..
Im the 1 who take the RM 1000..
Tony Chai is also come out to give the prize to me..
damn funny la him..
take photo with the 3 boss..
wah..
the 1st time i play lucky draw..
i take RM 1000










































it is really lucky..
luckily in this moment im with my baby..
we can share the happy moment together..
just feel that im always lucky when my baby beside me..
you are my lucky wife forever & ever..
LOVE baby

Not Understanding

Till d las moment before u sleep u still dun realise actually I angry u for wat reason and u stil think I am so easily angry u even after u read d blog u jus know that only sorry one word can solve wat I angry for.

I not wat u said I angry for saying my weaknesses to them... I admit at the beginning I am angry for that at the dinner but tat is jus letting u know I dun like but not mean to wanna angry but until u say tis word to me... U said like tat also u wanna angry and u said u angry for so little thing...I jus wanna let u know I dislike and wanna jus get a sorry and one little small word... U dun like ten next time I dun wanna say lor... But wat I got is totally make me think tat we are not suitable to stay together...U are slowly changing from beginning... do all guy think tat jus beginning hav to b good tat s enough...

You are not only think tat from beginning I am the one making all problem out and yet u saying sorry for the sense tat you jus wan me to cool down and stop angry u... But wat I angry for jus hope u can tel me sorry and I won't do it again and sorry for showing temper to u and admit tat u leaving behind at the car park also cos u wanna show me temper... jus tat easy do u think tat I am too demanding.....I know u are angry and may be also cos u dun wan me to walk so far but I very sure u always dun like to admit ur mistake and jus saying the how u care abt me only.... u dare to tell tat u leave me behind is jus cos u dun wan me to walk so far and if tat is the wat u really are then u swear to me... if u lie to me then we both will end up breaking up... do u dare to admit this.... I dislike u lie to me and too I dislike u show temper to me...

I jus wan u to say sorry on the time u know I dislike wat u have done... jus tat easy.... I dun un how hard will it be to u guys... mayb v are totally having different mind and thinking... I dun un I am trying to get along wit u but u are trying to let me know we are impossible... am I too innocent??

Broken heart

I am so dissappointed that everytime I angry after u saying something I dun like u won't think that you maybe wrong and will say sorry and try not to do it again but oppositely angry me or show me temper and think I am the one who making mistake and think that I am small gas....

like you dun like I talk your weaknesses in front of ppl and you tell it to me I can appologize and not to do it again... Cos I care about your thinking and feeling... But why u can't...is it becos u not so care about me anymore or u think I have so many weaknesses and u can't wit me anymore...u jus mayb waiting for me to tel u bye bye....

I am so hurt when u leave me alone in the car park or walk so fast and dun k my leg is paining.... i am so hurt and tat time I thinking to go bac to the ballroom and follow karen bac... or go bac myself...

Everytime I wanna tel something when I angry u will not wan to listen and show temper... I hate u driving fast and show me temper or ignore me... I am so sad that feeling I dun think anyone will know... My feeling even can't say out cos I dunno I can tell who or talk to who... I am so upset.... Now I wanna sleep u take k urself ...I know ur leg is pain but I really no mood to talk or face u anymore I wanna sleep already...

是我不好

是我不好，
让你觉得我太不像话，是我不会做人，乱说话，
你让我感觉到你不喜欢的bk的态度和说话方式太不顾虑别人的感觉。
你是不是觉得我不像以前了，也觉得有点后悔了。
我不懂是否太天真了，一直觉得我身边的人都会像自己一样都可以说自己喜欢的话。
也以为他们会像我一样喜欢说一些别人听下去会觉得是讽刺可是只有我对那人说而那人的想法却只会觉得是朋友的一番听了就算的话。
我一直以来不管是谁只要是与我可以开玩笑的朋友我就会很随意的说我想说的话。
也许你与我的想法与相处方法不同吧！或也许我太过于天真。
所以从此在你面前，我不会再让你看见我大小孩的一面，只有成熟的那面。

你不喜欢我说你“吃大便”或是在人面前说你吃得很慢或是什么似在说你不好的事情。我就和你说是我不好是我的错所以我在此和你说对不起。同样的我有时也会觉得很不开心当你在人家面前说我。。我们可以定下这个诺言就是不可以对对方这样。。要或不要就你自己决定吧！！

我已经对自己的信心完全消失的无影无踪了。。。

PLan ~*

27 March 2010

As for our future..

We must make some planning..

Plan to earn more money..

Plan to earn more knowledge..

Now surely i have to work hard to get increment..

see how much they can give me..

i also will search for new jobs..

to get greater salary..

after finish my task and get the reward..

I will throw the resignation letter to the company..

and replace with a new company..

this is my work..

now is the study..

i find a part time course to study..

design..

web design..

graphic design.

i feel that accounts is not my permanent role..

i feel like there are full of creative power inside my body..

they are waiting to boom out..

hehe..

The most important thing sure is my baby...

got my baby acc me..

nothing impossible in my life..

got baby support me..

i can solve any problem...

i love u baby

LIfe~~

20 Mar 2010

That is a 1st time baby stay at my house..

I feel very warm..

Like a family..

juz we 2..

But now still not the time we enjoy..

we must try our best to work hard..

for our future..

we are juz 21..

still got much much more time to live together..

so i got a plan..

Baby juz study hard to finish your ACCA..

then i go take a design course..

we growth on diff way..

at last we combine our profession..

then we can own the world..

hahaha

we can give a good life to our family..

this is the important..

so baby must study hard o..

and i will too..

lets work hard together..

love baby..

my mood and my thinking and yet maybe is to my mum too

I dunno why in this moment I really hope I can write my mood and my mind down because I realise in my life I really need to write down to remind myself and yet maybe hope my mum can read this and understand my feeling if one day I am pass away earlier than my mum. I hope bb can pass this to let my mum read this.

To my mum,

In my heart, I always thinking is it really I am wrong why I can't live with you just for the short moment in my life. I really hope I can do the best in your heart and be a best daughter ever in this world and make other jealous because you are so lucky to have a daughter like me. But I dun think I can do this forever until I am no longer have chance to stay with you.

I really cried not because you tell bad about my bf but I am so hurt because forever you dun understand what I am thinking and what I wish to be in your heart. I am tired to keep making myself diff from what you thinking.

I think I always worsen the situation until I know that if I am not in this world or not ever appear in your life you may stay happier rather I am here.

I always I am the best among your other son or daughter but I think I am wrong. I am so sorry for borning always make you so unhappy and regret. From the day I born, I am no chance to take care by you and I think our relation are not that good starting from this reason. Maybe I am always over confident that everything is possible if I keep hardwork to make it everything change but I am wrong. the fade are not there to make us stay together and however what I done is just go back to the starting point.

Anyway, whatever you think who am I or what you think about me, in my heart you are forever my mum that is fact and no one can change it. Even how you dislike me it also doesn't change my mind to how I treat you. I may already decided by god to repay you. What I can do and plan to do is just wait the time I success and give you whatever you want even you only want my money or doesn't want to appear in your life forever. I hope I am done this before you read this because it prove that my dream already comes true and I already done what I want to do.

You no need to feel sad or regret because you do not do wrong in any sense and you are right I am wrong I not suppose to shout or quarrel with you because I have no this power to do this. right will always at yours. Sorry and thanks for making me a success person in my life.

bb I know one day my mum will understand you and know that you are so good and forever is the best. I really feel so regret whatever I am done to my mum. I really stuck I am not as clever as what my dad think because I can't solve and decide my own decision. I am a failure. only bb now stand and accompany me to pass every moment of my hardest life.

Thanks and I hope I will get mature more day by day. Love bb...muakz....

缺点 | 优点

每一个情侣在一起难免会有不适合的时候。。
没有一个人是完美的。。
所以我们不能因为对方的不好而埋怨。。

baby的优点 --

自然。。聪明。。勤力。。对bb很好。。很照顾。。

baby的缺点 --

喜欢发脾气。。乱想。。

我发觉我跟baby的成熟的地方不同。。
baby成熟在平时一些琐碎的事情上。。
相反的对我们的未来就不成熟。。
这个我就比较成熟。。
baby 要会想。。
不能因为时常要粘在一起。。
就耽误了我们赚钱的时间。。
在一起我也想。。
可是赚钱和存钱也很重要。。
我叫你回来作part time。。
其实是想说一起做工的话。。
baby 就会很专心读书。。
不用一直想要见面而不读书。。
所以baby不能辜负我的期望哦。。
我们都要为我们的未来而努力。。
这样我们才会有幸福的未来。。

爱你。。

132.17

Baby you know what number is this??

you know each number represent of what??

hehe..

I tell you now..

the 17 is....

the weeks we together..

now you know the 132 is what edi lor..

right??

that is the days we together..

we edi together for 17 weeks..

we stil got 35 weeks to reach 1 year..

haha..

and we together edi 132 days..

i forget to celebrate our 100 days ler..

nvm we celebrate when the 200 days come..

you know why i gonna write thi blog??

that is becoz today is wednesday..

i remember our 1st day in a sudden..

haha..

the 1st day we go pasar malam..

hehe..

you c i got miss you de lor..

still wan blame me..

ok la..

the purpose for this blog is juz these..

i love you lou po..

muax..

了解

所有一切都沒有人錯。。

兩個不同家庭的人在一起本來就應該面對的問題。。

我很慶幸我家庭沒有令我難做的事情發生。。

可是你不同。。

很難怪你會培養成這樣的脾氣。。

是我不會體諒你。。

造成很多事情的發生。。

不要想那麼多消極的東西。。

我不應許你自己一個跑出去。。

至少也要有人陪。。

你想看如果我一個人不出聲跑掉你會怎樣。。

相同的。。

你要我擔心死麼。。

事情很快就會過去。。

不要亂想。。

PLZ..

一切都是我的错

是我固执，如果我时常都早回的话，那就不会因为我时常不想回家而让我妈妈去和你说昨天那番话，那你就不用这样辛苦去面对你从来都没遇见过的母亲的对待。
对不起因为我的出现造成你的生活如此的烦恼，或许如果我们从开始都没开始过一切都不会连累你。
如果不是因为我把我妈妈对我的态度告诉你，你也不会对我妈妈这样反感，也不会有昨天的发生。
一切都是我不好，就算你选择抛弃我就像我阿嫂一样，我都不会怪谁，因为这一切都不会是谁的错，错就错在我一家人都要给我妈妈赔罪，就像我爸我哥现在就算是我的时候。
或许我有被我妈遗传脾气不好，不会体谅人，不适合当人家的妻子。无论如何，我已经做好所有的心理准备去面对失去我妈和你，就像失去宝贝一样，反正都不是没有尝试过。
或许我的命运就是应该孤独伶仃不该那么幸福美满，我不敢再去幻想我的未来，因为我不想希望越大失望也越大。
你喜欢怎么样怎么对我还是我妈我已经不想去理会了。。。结果是愉或悲只要你快乐就可以了。。我不想再那么自私把自己的悲哀转移到你身上。。不想再欠你任何东西了。。。我的出现使你与我妈我家人都如此的伤心，一切都是我不好。。

对不起。。｜ 宝贝

我想我要用华语才能仔细地表达我的心情。。

我懂那是你的母亲。。

我不应该顶嘴。。

如果她是很请切跟我讲刚刚的那番话。。

我保证我不会顶她。。

可是做么要用夸张来讲。。

我懂是我不尊敬。。

我没教养。。

就算去外面问一百个妈妈也会觉得我不应该。。

最多也只会叫我忍受。。

到最后也会成为亲戚。。

这些我都知道。。

可是我的脾气真的不能忍受被人夸张的诬赖。。

不只是我。。

就算一个普通人也不能忍受。。

你也不能忍受。。对吧。。

我生气也是看不过眼你要每天被她骂。。

她根本就不疼你。。

她根本就不懂我的性格。。

凭什么批评我。。

你以后不能因为她讲我不好而跟她吵架。。

这样没有结果。。

我也懂我们往后的生活会很艰苦。。

可是我们答应以后一定不可以为了她吵架。。ok??

以后的事情我会想办法。。

无论发生什么事你都要记得有我。。

我会照顾你。。

我会用一切证明你嫁给我是对的。。

我要证明她这样想我她要后悔。。

我懂到最后受苦的是你。。

对不起。。

是我不好。。

每天弄你难做。。

有机会就跟你妈说对不起。。

我没有你爸爸那么厉害。。

我只能做我自己。。

希望你明白我的处境。。

性格。。

感受。。

我爱你！！

只为bb写的三三诗

为什么是三三诗呢？因为是为二0一0年三月三日和以后将来的连系而创作的。。。是属于我们的一首诗。。。。。

今日三月三日，
花美但短，
我心已感受，
花美已进入我心。

花的美每三都浮现，
情人节每天都是，
可与你相爱才是要。

月三属我，
日三属你，
我与你会相爱1三1世，
月比日小，
就如我觉得我的付出比你少，
日不计较月借用它光，
就如你从不计较我的短处，
依然的默默爱着我。

日从不告月它的伟大，
也从不埋怨月没报答，
可月从没想过日的苦衷，
还有时发脾气的月食，
让日担心，
就如我时常在野蛮，
不讲道理，
可是我相信，
月日是永不分离，
永远都好好的生活在宇宙，
如我们会天长地久的生活在地球。

谢谢你bb,你永远都会我的最爱，
不可笑我如有错的词语。。好好珍惜我咯。。。>.< blek

First time bb give me flower on 3/3/2010

thanks bb.... even tis day doesn't have any festival or reason to receive flower but still is a meaningful day to me...

I will always put the 3rd of every month of every year in my heart so that 3/3/2010 will be the starting day to receive flower and so every month of this day I will imagine I receive flower.

So this flower is not only this day but 3rd of every month will appear this flower image in my mind..

I know bb is so great.... and I know I am so poor.... but still bb can love me so much it shows bb even greater and even greatest...

I love bb of cos no matter what I always say and may already hurt bb heart but in my heart bb's position will always b there...

28th Feb 2010

28th...of every month..

is always our important day..

but is always "canot meet day"..

haha..

but baby dont sad..

this means we together 1 more month..

my love for baby is more n more..

deep as sea..

baby canot lazy on study because of bb..

like that bb will feel is bb fault that make baby canot concentrate on study..

bb will feel sad that become a stone to slow down performance of baby..

so now we must both hardworking for our work, study..

ok???

then our future will only happiness..

our son will only hang fuk..

hehe..

HAppy 4 month anniversary..

I LOVE YOU baby!!

MUAX!!

RE: 25/2/10

Baby wrong edi..

Baby misunderstand my mind..

must punish you..

punish you canot hug the pillow this monday..

kekekeke..

I just wanna tell you..

Any small matter or big matter also wont affect my LOVE to BABY..

OK?!!?!??!

Baby just fong sam..

love you forever..

I got told you i wont regret any decision i make right?

you 4got also..

haiz..

if i regret then just a thing..

that is canot meet you early..

sometimes i like so moody is just my mood ma..

not because of baby la..

ok??

dun think too much..

LOVE YOU lot..

kekekeke..

25/2/2010

Bb so good... remember I wanna listen joke then go search...hehe..
Cheh... I already use to it sleep with my pillow... from I am small time always cry for lossing my pillow... you know I addicted to my pillow... If my mum throw edi I have to suffer few month until I found a suitable pillow... If not then I cannot sleep nicely the few month no matter how sleepy I am... Like yesterday I really cannot sleep well even I am tired my mind still thinking of the pillow but very very tired.... OMG how can I dun wan cry leh... so ma fast fast take bac my pillow from dustbin and wash and put it at your home... ten at least I go your house I got the pillow....

BB sure dun like me edi cos bb think I am very dirty and disgusting.... Bb dun like my pillow dun wan hug my pillow aso.. so sad.... I know bb think I very childlish and regret tat time chase me de....I know bb sure think I am very stupid as not like wat bb think I am smart at the beginning... everytime bb talk to me aso like 'bu nai fan'
bb like lazy to explain to me edi... feel like very hard to communicate with me... bb aso think I very cheong hei... feel very boring talking to me edi... I know bb very regret....

Anyhow I understand the joke lor... mean the ppl too fat edi until the machine think tat got a lot ppl at once time ma... blek...

Baby like a baby

Baby last night so funny..

call me and cry..

scared me lor..

Juz your mom throw your pillow cover..

hahaha..

i tot what had happen..

aiyo..

Although your mom really so over..

but baby edi grow up ma..

baby still want take back it from dustbin ..

haha..

baby want listen joke right??

here it is..

某天，一胖妞到一“智能机”称体重，当她站上机子上时，突然“智能机”说：“对不起，请一个一个上。”

dunno baby can understand anot..

i feel it is funny la..

haahahahahahahaa..

Love Baby!!

Reply to my bb

My answer to all your question i dun want to say out... I want to keep at the bottom of my heart... I know bb can read my mind.... I know bb so san fu always need to make me happy and hav to make yourself so san fu... I know I cannot angry for not letting bb go work for the event.. But I really want bb acc... nvm la if bb really cannot get wed n thurs... then I go mid valley with cathy and meet bb there the whole day lor.... sorry for showing anger on phone... Because my stomach very pain and very emo cause of the company and also my body not feeling well.... Sorry bb.. I wan to learn to b a wife very caring and understanding bb de.... hehe... give me time to learn and change myself... I know I am not yet an perfect bb yet... But I will become the most perfect before I marry u... hehe... blek... bb wait until I am the 100% perfect only marry me lar... I wanna go back lor... stomach still pain wan go bac and sleep...muakzz...bb work hard lor...

Valentine day + Chinese New Year

Juz come back from the busy and happy day..

This day can say that whole day also together with baby..

Very happiness..

Although there was quite tired becoz spent a lot of time in car.

1st from home to Belakong..

Than go back home..

Then go Puchong..

then go back home again..

Luckily no need i drive when go back belakong again..

then is Cheras..

then go home..

i thinks more than 100 KM i travel today..

luckily i got baby..

if not sure canot tahan..

haha..

our 1st valentine is pass..

a special valentine..

sorry baby that dun hav more surprise for baby..

and also no present ..

but i will thinks other way to bu chang..

hehe..

waw.

today take 30 ang pao..

geng..

but most of my family there also RM5 oni..

very little..

dunno can get 200 in a sum anot..

most of them oso so giam siap 1..

give more money oso canot..

haiz.

is time to sleep..

today juz sleep 4 hours oni..

i think tonight oso la..

coz now 1.53am

7.45 edi wan wake up..

night baby..

im planning on marry you de la..

dun worry..

wait me more 8 years la..

hahahahahahahahahahahaha....

so long..

dunno baby wan wait me anot..

=p

I LOVE YOU BABY..

Happy Valentine~~

14 Feb 2010

is a big big day..

Valentine day, Chinese New Year, some more is Sunday..

Wow..

All good day combine together..

So is a very very very good day..

Can pass this day with who that means can together with him/her forever..

hahaha

so i can together with baby 70 years more..

so we can live until 90 years old..

that time mayb baby canot remember bb name..

bb canot remember baby birthday..

or we both canot remember our age..

huahuahuahua~

that must be fun..

then i stil wan to hold ur hand gai gai..

make other ppl feel gam dong..

shuai!!!

As i noe...

chinese new year + valentine day 50 years only 1 time..

like that also can let us meet this day..

and also is our 1st time..

yuan fen..

天注定we are husband and wife..

we must live together until end of our life..

then so san fu baby lor..

must take care of me..

thanks for baby 1st..

hehehe..

the next time for this day i thinks is 204x year..

so we already 50 more years old gua..

and then the 3rd time is about 90 more years old..

hahaha..

dunno stil alive anot..

think until so far..

now come back..

Here i want to say happy valentine day to my baby..

I LOVE YOU!!

and then Happy chinese new year..

Gong Hei Gong Hei!!

Wish baby earned many many money..

Then i can use...

hahahahahahahahahaha..

kidding la..

dun gucit me ah..

i bite you ar..

every bad thing will be gone last year..

this year begin is our year..

we can earn many many money..

we can do whatever we wan.

Im the king and you are the Queen..

when dreaming la..

hahaha..

Anyway..

The thing that i very sure is I LOVE BABY..

Forever n ever..

Sorry that something i do to make you angry..

and thanks for taking care of me..

im proud, happy and feel hapiness together with baby..

Do baby feel so???????????

HAPPY VALENTINE & HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Feb 2010

^^

Today is our 1st time we meet our customer together.

we really look like keng sang yi. haha..

they seem to be so satisfy our product..

maybe is baby design all the product very nice..

or is my keng sang yi skill is very good.. haha.. hao lian..

anyway these is our experience for further business..

our business is begin..

Im the director cum stock manager cum procurement manager cum web designer cum salesman cum communicator .

baby is director cum finance controller cum salesgirl cum product designer cum product maker cum material purchaser.

the company is own by us & also run by us..

i believe our future is richer than bill gate.. haha..

now im still rushing my web design..

canot write too long..

kekeke..

i love you baby..

28th January 2010

Today bb gav me surprise.... I am so happy...hehe... But bb dun wan let me know how bb feel b4 we together... i just hope to know all of tis... jus wanna know... nthg else.. My head always keep asking myself wat u feel toward me b4 v r together...so can bb tel me....I wanna know the truth not the word tat oly make me happy...

bb so good... hehe... I know... not i dun blif u... is myself no confident... in my heart bb already very good to me... i know.... bb do so much thg for me... I am so touch.... thanks bb.... anyway so bb dun bother me whether wat is my mood but bb mus always happy..ten bb only can make me happier slowly....so bb mus b very patient... if bb very happy dun bother wat is my mood n talk dun bother I listen or not...ten straight I will slowly happier...ok?? ten I ma not angry lor....good idea....hehe =_='

LOVE BB FOREVER... DUN ASK ME I WILL WAIT U OR NOT....EVEN U DUN WAN TO MARRY ME ASO I WILL WAIT U TILL U MARRY ME DE....HEHE... BUT BB DUN BULLY ME HAR AFTER I SAID THIS....BLEK

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 3 MONTHS.... HAPPY FOREVER....I AM WISHING MYSELF ASO..HEHE

28th January 2010

28th Jan is our 3 months anniversary.

we live together already 3 months time.

i more understand baby & more love baby..

but baby still dun understand me..

so sad..

baby still huai yi i will leave baby anot..

dun think wat attitude do you have that will make me love you..

i can say that is thg..

love is love..

for me is no becoz of what..

i love 'YOU'..

not your attitude..

this week is abit busy la..

baby must wait me ma..

i already said will leave machines after february..

the life i want is happyness..

sometimes becoz of some NTG that baby dun believe me..

than we argue..

that is so waste lor...

i juz like a normal life..

dun want always argue..

ok??

sorry baby..

this few days no time to write blog..

and no computer also..

^^'

i love you baby..

27th January 2010

the blog becoming useless between us liao... cos bb no time to write blog bb bz working the whole week.... even not only tis week bb aso keep working... no time to accompany b4 tat xm then rush account now stock take then later bz wit machines event...always machines machines only... even work aso mus bring back to do.... I hate machines....I hate bb only like machines more than me.... I wonder is it I am too greedy... I understand we got our own life and fren... I too understand I cannot stop u from speaking to ur fren especially girl...but I really tried my best not to control u cos I dun wan u to loss all ur happiness tat only u can get when u r wit ur fren... tat feeling is only can come only wit fren and I forever is a impossible to giv u tat feeling.... But everytime when I know u wanna go meet ur fren or chat on phone... Like now tis moment one of ur fren sms u... even I dunno regarding wat... but I really feel jealous...I dun un why I becoming so easily jealous... Mayb not only jealous aso scare to loss u... I hav no confident on myself... I am not pretty, not kind, not tall and it can consider very short, not smart, attitude so bad..... I really cannot think of one thing tat can make u fall in love wit me... I really scare one day when u met a gal tat is really perfect and she is much better than me 100%, and u fall in love with her or she fall in love wit her... then I really cannot think wat I goin to b... mayb end up with silly...or watever.... I really frighten wat my mum always warn me will happen... she always said u may met a better gal... even how good u r in her heart... this she admit she will always think tat may happen even how much thing I tried to convince her.... I really loss all my confident... b4 knowing u I am so proud of myself... I think to b so independent... so confident... after together with u... I changed so muc..however when I saw u I feel the happy in my heart and tat always cause me to smile naturally from my heart... and I become so dependance on u.... i like to depend on u... but sometime I scare u wil feel I am so fan... my mum always ask my how ur bf can tahan u...I really scare one day u will hate me...
at first when my brother gav me c the lighter of the design od football....d first thing in my mind I thinking u will like it so much....then I asked my brother to giv me cos I told him u like football so much... then he said this is I really fall in depth in ur love.... then at last he gav to me... When I got that I thinking tomolo morning I gav u wat s ur reaction I imagine it and I started to feel so happy... but finally jus tis moment u called me u told me tat tomolo u r not going to meet me for breakfast... u really make me so down... I think of it I feel like crying....my daddy said he wanted the lighter then I dun wan to giv him then he like saying I wat aso giv u... then he say tis one can't buy aso next time... ask me to keep for him... then I dun wan bother wat he said and I still wanna giv u and I keep telling him u like football.... then my dad say he aso like ma... ten I say no u like it so much I wanna giv u... ten I said if tis is fish design ten I will only giv him la... only he keep quiet liao...


Anyhow... I hate tis week... I hate machines forever.... I hate the word of stock take... I hate u danger urself... I wanna make myself dangerous 100% more than u....

Thanks to my Baby

11st JAN 2010

Today is my 21st birthday.

in the past 20 years i oso wont realise that my 21st birthday will got my baby..

and oso can means as lou po..

i ever pass my birthday like today..

feel so happiness..

without baby i will be pass my birthday alone..

without baby i wont feel so happiness..

without baby i dun have my future..

without baby my life is still da gei everyday..

without baby my knowledge of account is still insufficient..

without baby i dint know what i must do now..

without baby i dint know to earn more money..

without baby my life wont so colourful..

With baby i know who is my love in the rest of my life..

nowonder what is happen..

baby is still my baby..

and mayb lou po..

i love you forever..

Most memorable event

Today is between 9th January 2010 and 10th January 2010....Bb today after celebrating with his fren he came to give me a surprise by already reached my home....I felt very happy actually....Then bb was sick and flu....I am worry that bb will fall sick cos bb said if fall sick then bb's kidney side will feel very pain...I dun like bb so suffer...

Then v went out to 7-11 to buy medicine and 100 plus..but nothing we can get over there...100 plus but cold only available...

After bought it at one of the grocery shop then we stay at car there to chat later I suggest to go the near to river side next next to my building....then later on got 2 polices came to disturb.... Suddenly they said wanna bring us go police station... then bb so angry and start no manner to quarrel with them... make them even so angry.... bb somemore close the car door so hard and split in front of the police... then bb so lanci to them and said speak english la...OMG....the police seem like wanna start fighting wit bb....I am so scare try to cool down them and talk to them nicely...

I tried to stop bb but I can't tat moment I understand that my word is not so important to bb... I am so scare and can do nothing and finally I cried...

1st I cried cos I am too scare to go police station
2nd I heard many ppl said guy will normally scare gal cried, so I hope the police will giv me chance after I cried...
3rd I also actually acting a bit...act like I very scare police and dun like to go police station

then I start cooling the police...I start talking and explaining to him.... One of the police I know I have successfully persuade him....and I can feel he already forgive and started to seem like letting us go... but another one who I feel the most difficult to handle... Then, he came after making some call..I not sure who he call to... later on the 1st police already stop talking I think he may already understand or already giv me wash brain liao... the 2nd one I tried and cry more serious and try to persuade him in different way.... Luckily both also scare of me crying and letting us go.... I remembered this word Jangan menangis lagi....haha... wat I guessed really true and the cry technique really useful...

Bb promised me in wat situation aso wun angry already...

Bb must do wat promised...bb know I hate ppl lying to me...

Even this matter make me so scare and of cos I dun wan this to b happen ever ever in my life anymore.... so embarrassing...saying me like the kind of dirty gal....I hate police being so not respecting ppl feeling and image....If I am the lawyer I surely sue him from judging and talking something rubbish which has spoilt my image and characteristic and embarrassing me......

Anyway, this has give a very special experience and memorable event between us.... anyway the police also mayb have safe our two little life... cos v can't guess or know wat will happen... but there is aso a bad side of the police for simply say out some word without knowing the fact to judge us and spoilt my reputation... Under certain law, he can be sued.... I hate his word... I hate he said my pant.... That is so logic and so obvious tat the pant not purposely make it down de lo...really babi mean babi... advice islamic should eat more babi and eat less nasi lemak... cos their mind really lemak(lemah)....damn it...

my heart and mind still appear the scenario of just now....I am so scare and I thinking wat if I really went to police station and wat my parent and bb parent really to called to b there....and wat if bb still wanna to fight wit them... I am so worry one day bb really will cause problem wen one day I am not with u.... I start to worry so much... I worry not only today but in future... Bb must always keep in mind bb is mine... bb must take k and think of all possible result wen doing anything... I can't live without u.... If bb cos of temporary wanna show temper and cause trouble and spoilt all of our plan... do u think that is worth??? bb mus always think of me... think of me without u... I will not survive... please I begging u... dun ever cause any problem and dun show ur temper... it is not worth in watever situation... smart ppl wun show out the revenge.... u wanna do watever thing please think b4 u do... take revenge or reply aso must b in a smart way.... mayb some ppl known it as 奸人。。。。but I will known these ppl as smart ppl rather than a tricky....

My Feeling

Nothing decision i want to make..

i dun wan any ending..

the ending for us is after 50 or 60 years..

what in my heart is feel that i am very HURT and SAD..

It is really HURT me deeply..

when you say im kacao u but im care of you..

i feel very down when u say that..

i never say that i like machines..

i hate machines also..

i dun like ms lau oso..

but no wonder we dislike a ppl..

we also canot kill them right??

know what i means??

ya i like you that you can make me happy..

but there are many things i like you is because you are angeline ho shin ni..

i have decided to leave machine soon..

what in my mind is we want to cool down..

if i say many to you then u say im kacao you..

i dun wan to make you more angry..

I tell you now..

WHATEVER THINGS ARE HAPPEN

I ALSO WONT GIVE UP FOR OUR FUTURE..

dont ask me wat decision i wanna make again..

we still many things to do..

the plan on my birthday..

at chinese new year..

our pinkdragon..

our baby..

our car..

our dream house..

our dream life..

all i said are seriously..

i think for long time for making these all our future..

dun run away from me please..

and i promise never run away form you..

I LOVE YOU

 

5th January 2010

I hate this date... this day of every month.... I am so upset and my heart is so painful... Now I finally know that actually wat u like is machines... you like happiness... and that is why you love machines... you like me that wat you say always actually you like me cos I can make you happy.... You will hate me when I make u sad or moody... Like today... like the day always when we are together... I dun think we are the suitable in the sense of attitude or thinking... Mayb you have the thinking almost same with ms lau or u have too close with her... your time being with her are more than with me... I have give up on today... I hate machines especially account department... if you like being there then you just proceed on... I alreay said so many times you cannot drive so fast in any situation... if you want to drive like that then you just proceed on... you thinking that tell me every single thing and I am so easily angry and you decided not to tell me then of cos you can do it.. You like to go buy food yourself and left me there then you suppose to give me my bag and let me take my thing... I can walk myself.. I can accept watever... I think you send me the message and I know wat you wan to do... You no need to care about my feeling.. just said out wat u wan... I know you are tired and enough of standing with me... watever decision you want... watever ending you like... you jus let me know... I can accept and I promise.. I won't cry in front of you for any decision you make... please let me know by sending me a reply...thanks