Another 28 but still the same

I am very disappointed that every 28th has still the same. I hate the day we begin. WHY? I have always moody and sad on this date every month. Every 28th when there is a disappointment, I always cheat myself because it falls on working day, festival day and so on.

BUT why 28th June 2011, both of us also jobless. I put so much hope into this day and I thought at least we think some things that no need to spend money because I want to save as much as money into our own business. But finally I understand I am too naif. I shouldn't think in this way because today fall on Tuesday. Eventhough how I wish to save money, but must also need to spend on futsal. Nevermind, just think in this way I have celebrate at least you still happy on this day.

I really speechless. Next time if you think no matter what I say you still will go for futsal. Please directly send me go home don't ask me. Don't give me hope that you can skip because of me. Don't always disappoint me. It not a nice feel.